Forgive and Forget

GREEN Rose. The color of forgiveness

I'm pretty much sure that every body is accustom to a famous saying “to forgive and to forget.” In the course of our living existence here on earth, there comes a certain time in our life that we felt broken with our hearts in great lost and souls in great peril. Forming in different ways- parents, friends and lovers relationships- things becomes very hard for us to accept and also to move on. To forget either good or bad memories is awful much more to forgive specially when pride and ego fly over one's mind. A big polarity is when one says “I do” from “I will.” It's like eating every letters of the word without procuring what it exude to say.

To have all of this in context, I believe that it's only a matter of choice to forgive and to forget. It's such a juxtapose to say “forgive them and let go of what happen” when you your self do not know how to work things out. Over the past few months, big gap of indignation and misunderstanding was fabricated that becomes a cause of bigger problems. For me I see it as a problem because I almost frame it on my mind to let go of what we've been through (if there is) and have a common denominator that I and them do not need approval to exist and permission to subsist. This I guess is a good resolution for both parties to make without lengthening the tension anymore. In other words, to put relationship into an end. As easy as that makes at least an ease to the pain both are experiencing (if there is again).

Upon framing my mind to such operation, I realized a lot of things. This are decisions that I'll regret for eternally. It such a bad decision to make simply on the basis of my own emotion. I've become selfish and egocentric without trying to listen and understanding what it takes to be on their position. I did not read between the lines but rather scan every lines because of the emotion that first evince over me. It such a shame to articulate that I allow my emotion to become my master manipulating myself. More over, my weaknesses has inflict great pain to me. Nonetheless, things are not yet over. Its like yesterday that I'm playing with the song 'Starting Over Again.'

While pounding the keyboard for this, I just fathom how immature I am to let such situation rolling for a long time. Maybe because of the reasons I've mentioned but human instinct still runs on my veins (because I'm ¾ animal HAHAHA) to forget things and soon to forgive. Above all, what's more important is that I do something to free out and get lost from the misery I myself has foist. It's hard for me in the first place but as I said, it's only a matter of decision on what's at the tip of our nose. Unleashing your personality once in a while into a different kind of personality unknown from many is not a diminishing factor to your embodied persona. Certainly, it's not a diminishing factor but rather a bonus to the degree of stupendous aura you have that corroborate over the time. With hearts-on-and-minds-on, things will surely be interconnected and ready to compensate to meet the line.

Each day of our life we're confronted with different kinds of dilemmas and quandary where we just wish that all of these things happening will come into its finale. Whether we like it or not, heartaches are all inexorable. This phenomenon happening to us has its own rationale for us to find out. In finding out what the reason behind all of this, let us not forget that this big things makes life worth remembering and worth the ride. Let this be a milestone for us to learn new things and most importantly to reflect also that it takes two to tango. Also remember that problems makes a nonpareil equalizer to life's equilibrium on its humongous astonishment.